Well im not a loon or a nutter apparantly im just depressed according to the Dr (been signed off another 2 weeks thats what 4 total now) problem is im scared, scared of feeling like this. I cried all the way to the doctors today from dads and at the railway crossing in my car i thought it would be so easy just to put my foot down....
Anyway theve changed my medicatio from Citalpram to Mirtazapine, apparantly they will help me sleep which is good because im so tired all the time. Hopefully now ill get some of the help I so need because ive been "urgently" reffered to the Community Mental Health Team, dr ticked most of the boxes including depression, anxiety and low self-esteem.
Im scared of moving forward...yet terrified of this place im currently in. Im so tired.
I dont know where this journey is going to take me, it feels like one of those rollercosters that unlimatly leads into a big dark black hole, the question I gotta ask is will I come through the other side or crash and burn in the middle?
Ive got help coming out of my ears, ive just got to learn to accept it and ask for it.
Ive just got so many issues that need resolving, I dont know where to begin where do I start?
Why did he leave me and not answer my calls, msn messages or texts, did he ever love me?????
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My crazy mad world dealing with ghosts from the past, demons from the present, lows selfesteem and depression xxxx
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